The Best Things Really Are Free

Think about the fact that:

  • Slow playful kisses that make you tingle
  • Sunrises after having danced all night long
  • Walking barefoot on the soft grass
  • Swimming naked under the moonlight
  • Sharing mind-blowing stories that gives you chills all over
  • Laughter that makes you cry of joy
  • Meditating until you dissolve in a field of light
  • Breathing deeply as you activate your body
  • (What else? ☺️)

... are all FREE, then is LIFE *really* expensive?

We’re made to forget that so we fuel this capitalistic system! They break us so we buy stuff.

Remember that you can have all of this if you open yourself to receiving this love and bliss.

I had forgotten: 3.5 years ago I gave up my luxurious lifestyle for one of adventure and it really reconnected me to actual wealth.

I’ll be honest, it wasn’t always easy and dear god it gave me good stories. 🙃

I love making money, and I’ll make much more in this lifetime. But this explorative phase realigned my priorities and appreciation of what money actually unlocks. I had almost forgotten that fun can be free! 😍

I used to buy a lot of stuff, and I had a fraction of the energy I have now. It made me heavier, I stopped creating and I was quite sad. 😔

Now, I want to buy *expansive* things... Real good things. 👌🏼

I know millionaires, and hippie frugal people. It’s shocking to see how having a rich mindset and heart aren’t necessarily linked to a bank account.

Whatever feeling we’re looking for when buying something, let’s remember that it’s accessible right now, for free.

Trust me, I’ve travelled the world and my best trips didn’t all require a plane ticket. (So much to say here haha).

Let’s invest that cash for us to amplify our impact, expand our freedom and perspectives. It’s a big bonus to our appreciation of life’s inherent gifts.

We’re already so rich! What will you feel with all of it?! 🤩💫💰💎🎉

Aude 💛

Who Am I: Aude, or Olivia? How to Embrace our Duality

Recently, I had a little existential crisis. I sent a long email to my closest friends asking them their honest feedback. I was back in Canada and was desiring of a clear direction to fully execute on my life's purpose. 

What I offered them was the following 2 paths::

"1) Aude: B2C, building an online audience, needs scale, high reach, small %, I would need to go all in on the sex/love coach aspect and share all of my life"

2) Olivia: B2B, consulting, workshops, building a credible and professional image, which resonates with me and has been beneficial to me in the past, financial-wise." 

Am I Aude (how my close friends and family call me in Canada), the wild, sexual, free-spirit, nomadic heart who loves to create courageous content, or am I Olivia (my business, American name), the sharp, brilliant business woman who is focused, grounded, highly ambitious and in love with innovation and philosophy?

Am I a barefoot growing tantrika who loves plants and yoga, or a badass serial entrepreneur and rule re-writer?  

The conflict seemed clear: if I want to build a solid business network again and appear credible, I can't have naked pictures of me on the Internet. So I started deleting them, even though I knew they were part of my mission to help people liberate themselves... 

Am I Aude, or Olivia? It felt like I couldn't be both, for my professional life at least. I felt I had to go all in as "an internet rising personality", or a focused and credible business woman, in order to gain enough traction to have a strong financial foundation. 

My friends' replies really touched me. 

Here's the result of the reflection, which I hope can help you reflect on your own duality and how to live with balance, a life that serves your purpose while keeping your heart alive:

"Thank you for your messages this weekend, and I'll be happy to hear from you later or if you wish to discuss similar questions for your own life. 

It became clear, and it sounds obvious now, that we all have multiple dimensions, that Aude can't be happy with Olivia (I'm not schizo haha ;)).

That it wouldn't serve me to be an affluent, stiff and conservative businesswoman, or to be an insecure, nomadic, poor / stuck hippie. (I'm dramatizing to make a point.) Falling into one extreme is never sustainable. 

If you get financial freedom but your spirit is in prison, what's the point?

If your spirit is free but you can't manifest it in the physical world, what's the point of this human incarnation? 

Thank you for for helping me clarify this balance that aligns with my life's goal:

To keep expressing myself freely in close circles without trying to make my revenue out of it now, to let it be inspired and personal, shared with those who know the nuances,

while honoring and embracing my professional potential in the business world I connect with, for all the good it can bring into this world. 

So I'll make sales, and draw. I'll have a call, then I'll dance. I'll speak on a panel, and then I'll do magic mushrooms with my friends. 

Again, It seems simple now but I tend to enjoy extremes, and I go in "modes". With awareness, it'll be good! :) 

That was the initial takeaway of Tantra, the integration of the heaven and hell, it's one whole. Heels aren't as fun if you're never barefoot. 

As I'm working on big business projects, I see how I will soon focus on more personal content that is aligned with my heart. For now, I'm building a foundation to support more creative and courageous endeavors later on. Most importantly, I'm working with two teams who embrace and salute the sparkles of my spirit! 

So, who are you? Are you a brilliant mind, or a fiery heart? You're both! So how can you align focus and freedom?

If you're going through a similar reflection, feel free to connect with me, and let's embrace our duality! We are One, we will marry all of our parts and find peace on our path! 

When The Universe Holds My Homeless Heart

Last night, I was feeling quite sad and lonely. I usually always have a close male friend with whom I chat, reflect, and joke a lot...

But right now, I don't know who this person is. I felt I had no one to talk to last night.

I was walking back and ate a seaweed salad by myself. Everyone seemed so in love, sigh... Most people around me seemed to have found their partner. Even my bff/backup husband found a new flame.

I went to church and prayed. I'm not religious, but in the city, it's nice to have a quiet place to connect to this Loving force who exists beyond name and form.

I prayed for clarity: why is my hometown the one I feel most lonely in? Why is my "culture" the one I don't relate to? Where is home, for my heart?

In the depth of the emotion, I downloaded Bumble again (not a great idea but hey!). It took forrrrreeeever to load, and the first profiles were comedically far from my tastes; it really looked like a joke, to the risk of sounding arrogant.

The Universe was clear: "Stay focused, you won't find anyone if you search for it with that energy. Keep creating."

As I arrived back home, a man with whom I share an epic story and had a great romantic connection messaged me:

"Wrapping you up in bed now. I felt you, purring with you until you feel better".

And so I went to bed as early as I could for the day to pass, breathing, reprogramming my mind, observing my body, being present, and once again, humbly asking for help, for signs.

I got up with the sun, placed my hands on heart and womb, as always, rubbed them rapidly to create electricity, and swiped them across my naked body (my morning routine is quite extensive, 15 steps...). These rituals really help to ground me and self-love me well.

I went to see my phone, like a lottery ticket that one day might show me a message that talks to me, and saw this:

"My intuition pulled me out of bed 3 times to reach out to you.

I feel this prolific amount of so much powerful energy building up inside."

...from a man who had seen me in a bookstore in Boulder back in October, who then found me on Bumble that same night, emailing me thousands of words, wondering if I was "her", moving into the soulmate dreaming...

And another message:

"Olivia! I'm in Montreal. I would really love to see you", from a man I met in Mexico this winter.

The moment he and I sat beside each other, jolts of electricity ran through our bodies. Granted, we were smoking weed that was way too strong.

But then, nothing could happen, I was seeing someone who was coming to Mexico.

He told me something along the lines of: "I've been waiting for you for lifetimes, it doesn't matter if it happens now or in another one, I'll wait for you", as he was referring to our kids and the resort we could build...

And now he's here, which is quite funny. It'll be nice to see him, and I'm quite in awe towards the ever-increasing speed and quality of the Universe's answers to my wishes.

Thank you.

Tonight, I'm going to a Cacao Ceremony and sound bath healing ceremony. I'll drop back into my heart.

And I'm quite happy that I somehow have the courage to share this with you, if you too feel lonely at times.

It really is an illusion, and more so an invitation to reach out and open our heart to all the Love that wants to come through.

With you,
Aude